Make Lemonade with Lemons

Marie A. Diaz-Cervo
3 min readOct 18, 2020

I still need to learn to protect myself, most people do not change, and you can not think they will change. He said to me, “ I am happy I divorce you,” well, stupid, you forgot that I am the one who asked you to give me a divorce while we were in Fort Lauderdale. I was jealous because you were looking at the woman in the pool, you put your sunglasses on, and you sat away from me so you can get a full view of the woman from your aunt’s birthday party. You have too many personalities that you are unable to remember that small information. You want to use your superego to look good in front of your third wife that you forgot that you are making an ass of yourself in front of our son. You thought you were hurting me, but you reveal yourself in front of our son. He is there with you, the last child, your wife’s children left the house because you do not know how to separate family and business. You will end up by yourself if you do not change your behavior. I trusted you and let go of my state license to join you on your venture. I believe your words when you said, “ Angie, you will never have to work for someone else.” I did not read into it what you wanted to say, “ I want you to be mine, b, body, heart and soul.” I want you to raise my children; I want you to help me win, I want you to lift my ego, I want you to make me feel good because I do not believe in myself. Now our youngest son can see you for who you are. Our children are wise because they were exposed to karate and self-development at an early age. They are resilient; they are great human beings; they know how to love and treat people with respect and understanding. You are leaving a legacy, children and adults who care about others, and you are going to change the world forever. They have empathy, which you and some other people put in the back of your brain.
She used her to get her message to others, the same way her husband abused her to get his news across because he is a coward. I feel bad because he is making an ass of himself in front of others. I keep my mouth shut, and others do the same. At least he does not go to church anymore. He can be true to himself. People have to continue to stroke his ego, just like someone else I know. As a spirit, you learn to let God deal with those types of people; God is in control. They are spirits who are not acceptable, and if you allow them, they will hurt others.
I wish she would open her eyes or her spirit to see that her sister is using her. She is smart to see right through her sister. She went to church with me, and she cried like something was not right with her. Her laugh, the way she put her hands on her hips, so full of herself. My job is to recharge to stay alive for my future grandchildren and great-grandchildren.

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