Life

I went to sub in a classroom, and the students had a different station to go to. One station was blocked, and a little girl and little boy built a beautiful design that looked like a castle. I ask the little boy is this a castle, and he responded, no “, it is a mansion.” I asked how many bedrooms, and he said “100 bedrooms”, I asked how many bathrooms, and he said “ 100 bathrooms”. He even went as far as to noted that the mansions had 100 pools; that is the mindset of children and young adults. They will grow up to accomplish so much and have money as a backup for their dreams and goals.
I am a dreamer, and I want the father of my children to love them more than money and things. I know my father’s love because it stayed in my heart even after I died since I was seven years old. My life changed that day because he was the one who showed me, love. I can not remember my mother hold me. I am sure if maybe my aunt is my mother because I can feel the love that she has for me. My aunt told me that she lived with my mother after my mother got married. My mother cooked for us, that is how she showed us, love.
I love my children, and I hug them and kiss them on the cheeks. I touched their heads and blessed them as I hugged them. I would do anything for my children. I want my children to have the best life and follow their purpose. I am proud of my children, and I appreciate them.
I know and understand that money talk. Therefore, I want to have so much money, and I want my children to have so much money also so they can live their best lives.
My son told me yesterday,” this is the best thanksgiving day I had.” We went to my cousin’s house in Queens, NY, and they made him feel so special. They spent time with him and asked him questions. My cousins Aslend told my son to do more vlog because she liked them. My son worked so hard and needed to hear that people are proud of him, and they did not need anything from him.
My cousin’s andy’s mom told me how much my father loves my siblings and me. My father was very protective of us, and he always carried us and hugged us. My father also loved his mother, and since he traveled a lot, he told his mother to stay with my mother for a while. I found out that my grandmother had to leave my parent’s house because my mother was not a natural person to live with. Everyone in the neighborhood saw my grandmother packed her stuff and left my parents’ house while my father was away. I believed what my uncle’s wife told me because I witnessed what my mother did to her friend and also my nieces.
I also witnessed the explosive relationship she had with my youngest sister. That is how they don’t visit her. Although she can live in the same compound as the twins because they can be as mean spirit as my mother.
I can travel like my father did because it would help me to stay healthy and safe. I can not tell you many times the twins tried to take advantage of me but God. How can I move out of this place and be safe? Martha did tell me that I look like Oprah, which was a compliment because Oprah is beautiful and very wealthy.
On our way to NYC, my son and I talked about his brother, who lives in Brooklyn and how my son asked me, “ Mom, you lived in Brooklyn, and I would like to know your times that you reside there. How do I tell my son that my mother moved us to New Jersey on the midway of my senior year? I decided to continue my senior year at Erasmus Hall high by traveled via train, which I was used to. I found out later that my mother moved us because she believed that the landlord put cockroaches in the apartment.
All my friends were in NYC, and I like my school. I took a swimming class, horticulture, gymnastic, dance, photography, and type in manhattan for cosmetology.
My mother was nice to me when I am not around her and my siblings. I can function on my own and become a millionaire again. I believed some people want you to depend on them so they can treat you not too nicely.
God will take what they tried to hurt you and use them for your good. I paid $355 per month for a car; therefore, I used the car to travel across the USA with my future husband and my children and their families.
If you can live with this quote, “nothing anyone does is about you, it is mostly about the other person.” Even when a person hurts you or harm you, it is not about you; it is about the person. You can feel the hurt or harm and have to deal with it; however, learn to forgive and move on. You must live your best life and let the other person or people who hurt you live with his or her consequences.

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